10/28/2007 11:30pm

Couldn't write for a couple of days. Boring, dark days. No energy, hope. I'm so tired. Theron visited today. Even that was strained. We ran out of things to talk about early on. Nothing really to report. Violent around here lately, lot of fights. Erin had her baby, Sophia is her name. I wrote her a card. Even that was painful, torture. Every bright word, happy wish, sincere but painful to me. God I'm TIRED. Too tired even to sleep, I just lay there thinking, I'll watch TV and hopefully sleep will come.