11/16/2007

Daughters birthday today. Conviction upheld yesterday, God the agony of it all. Spent most of the day in a haze. Sounds cliche, but it's accurate. Felt like I was stoned, everything had a tunneled disconnected feeling. Conversations, meals, work, everything... like I'm not even here anymore. Sat through Friday church in the back and listened to the visiting men's choir, they were good and reminded me of my grandfather. I was called down to the Unit Coordinator's office toward the end of church. I got a book sent to me from my aunt. It looks good. That same CO that came around complaining about his life came around again. This time bragging that he is getting a new HD TV on the day after Thanksgiving. Clueless. I'm going to sleep.